THE ALPHA SHADOW
A 12-Week Rite of Passage through the Wilderness of Grief
STOP RUNNING. START HUNTING.
Grief is not a cage. It is a wilderness.
Most people try to outrun their pain. They hide in the brush, hoping the beast of loss won't find them. But you are not prey. You are the Alpha of your own life. It is time to stop being hunted by your past and start walking through the fire of your own frequency.
You’ve been told to "gently process." You’ve been told to "let go."
The Wolf doesn't "let go." The Wolf integrates.
Whether it’s the loss of a soul-mate companion, a career, or a version of yourself you no longer recognize—the heavy density of grief is actually raw power waiting to be reclaimed.
The Alpha Shadow is a 12-week immersive frequency shift. We don't avoid the dark; we develop the night vision to lead ourselves out of it.
- Track the Trauma: Locate where the "scent" of old wounds is hiding in your energy field.
- Clear the Territory: Use the Wolf Frequency Cleanses to howl out the stagnant energy of resentment and shame.
- Claim the Throne: Emerge not just "healed," but hardened, wise, and sovereign.
THE ALPHA SHADOW
The 12-Week Hunt
Phase 1: The Descent (Weeks 1-4)
Focus: Awakening the Senses & Locating the Pain
- Week 1: The Primal Scan. Identifying the Kill Site. Where did the grief strike? We stop the bleeding and acknowledge the territory.
- Week 2: Scent of the Shadow. Tracking the hidden trauma that piggybacks on your current loss.
- Week 3: The Winter Den. Learning the art of sacred isolation. Building a boundary around your healing so the world cannot interrupt your frequency.
- Week 4: Stripping the Bone. Removing the mushy narratives and getting down to the raw truth of your pain.
Phase 2: The Fire & The Howl (Weeks 5-8)
Focus: Active Transmutation & Energy Clearing
- Week 5: The Wolf Frequency Cleanse. A deep-tissue energy evacuation. We scream, we shift, we move the density.
- Week 6: Night Vision. Training your intuition to see opportunities in the darkness of depression.
- Week 7: Territorial Integrity. Cutting cords with those who feed on your grief. Reclaiming your energy from the scavengers.
- Week 8: The Alpha Breath. Using breathwork to regulate the nervous system when the beast of anxiety returns.
Phase 3: The Resurrection (Weeks 9-12)
Focus: Leading the Pack & Living the New Frequency
- Week 9: Bone Wisdom. Integrating the lessons of loss into your new "Alpha" identity.
- Week 10: The Silver Path. Mapping your future. This isn't "moving on"; it's moving forward with the strength of the ancestor.
- Week 11: Protecting the Pack. How to hold your frequency when others try to pull you back into the "old" vibration.
- Week 12: The Sovereign Howl. Final initiation. You are no longer defined by what you lost, but by the strength it took to survive it.
The Alpha Shadow Guide: Ryn Gargulinski (Rynski)
Ryn Gargulinski—known to the pack as Rynski—is not a grief counselor; she is a Wolf Doula.
She does not sit across from you with a clipboard and a box of tissues, waiting for your stages to pass like a summer storm.
Instead, she meets you at the edge of the woods where the light fails and the real work begins. Rynski has spent a lifetime mapping the jagged geography of loss, not through textbooks, but through the primal necessity of survival and the alchemy of art.
Why Wolf Doula Rynski Is Your Lead Hunter:
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She Knows the Scent: Rynski has walked through the fire and returned with the ash on her skin. She understands that grief isn’t a problem to be solved—it’s a power to be harnessed. She recognizes the hollow ache in your chest because she has tracked it through her own soul.
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She Carves the Way: As a master of the Bone Cleanse, Rynski uses her razor-sharp intuition and creative grit to help you strip away the rotting expectations of moving on. She teaches you how to keep the skeleton of the experience—the strength, the structure, the truth—and discard the rest.
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The Alpha Instinct: Rynski doesn't just hold space; she guards it. She provides the fierce, unwavering protection you need to howl, to hunt, and to finally integrate your shadow. She is the steady hand on the gate, ensuring that when you emerge, you aren't just healed—you are formidable.
The Alpha Shadow: Grief Recovery Program
A grief recovery program created by Wolf Doula Rynski, The Alpha Shadow is a 12-week immersive frequency shift. We don't avoid the dark; we develop the night vision to lead ourselves out of it.
$3,999.00 USD
What exactly is a "Wolf Doula" for grief?
Is the Alpha Shadow Program just another support group?
How long does it take to finish the program?
Do I have to be strong to start this?
Will the Alpha Shadow help me process my feelings?
What if my grief feels too dark or too heavy?
The Alpha Shadow Manifesto: A Call to the Pack
You are not "broken." You are in mid-transformation.
The world tells you to "get over it." It gives you five stages, a box of tissues, and a timeline for when you should start acting like your old self again. But you know the truth: The old you is gone. When loss strikes—whether it’s the death of a loved one, the end of a marriage, or the shattering of a dream—you don’t just "recover." You descend. You enter the woods. You face the Alpha Shadow.
I am Rynski, your Wolf Doula, and I am here to tell you that the darkness isn’t your enemy. It is your forge.
The Law of the Alpha Shadow
In this pack, we don’t perform "grief work" as a chore. We engage in a rite of passage. Our Grief Recovery Program is built on the primal understanding that your pain is a wild thing that must be integrated, not ignored.
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Stop Managing Symptoms; Start Hunting Truth. Traditional bereavement support treats grief like a cold. We treat it like an initiation. We use Shadow Work for loss to find the power hidden beneath your trauma.
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The Bone Cleanse. We strip away the "shoulds" and the societal expectations of how you "ought" to grieve. We get down to the marrow—the hard, white truth of who you are now.
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From Prey to Alpha. Grief makes you feel like prey—hunted by memories, trapped by exhaustion, and pinned down by complicated grief. My mission is to help you flip the script. You will learn to lead your life with the wisdom of the scar.
This is for the ones who howl in the dark.
If you are struggling with prolonged grief, emotional burnout, or the existential weight of loss, you have found your territory. This is a trauma-informed, visceral approach to holistic healing that respects the ferocity of your experience.
We do not "move on." We move forward, carrying the strength of what we lost in our very DNA.
The Gates are Open. Will You Enter?
You’ve spent enough time running from the ghost at your heels. It’s time to turn around, bare your teeth, and claim your seat at the head of the pack. Your transformation through grief begins the moment you stop trying to be "fine" and start choosing to be formidable.
The Alpha Shadow is waiting.
CROSS THE THRESHOLD